I could still remember the fear in his eyes when I resigned in my job that day when I decided to go home early. I just texted him na hindi ko na kaya dito kaya aalis na ako. He stayed in his office. I could imagine how blanky his face was. Who would not? Bien was still so sickly at that time. Financially lubog kami sa utang. Left and right. Naisip kong everything happens for a reason naman, me darating~ me darating din.
And so at that day, I was waiting for him at home na lang during dinner time. When he knocked the door, he hugged me kaagad. He showed me the enrollment form for a nursing course. Di ako nakaimik. Alam kong last resort na nya ito para sa future namin. So kahit we didn't know where to get some finances to support his study pinatuloy pa rin namin. Until I have found a new job that is more satisfying for Bien and for him kaya lang physically magkalayo kami. Naiisip namin na siguro kung di ako nag resign, kuntnto na kaming maging epleyado na lang ng gobyerno all our life. Aasa na lang din sa kung anu mang mamanahin from our parents. We will not dream for more. Yung hirap ng buhay na naranasan namin dati became our inspiration to dream for more and to not stop studying and developing your life and believeing that God works in mysterious ways.
After three years, natapos na po si Dadi Erv.
I am crying right now kasi nga ang saya saya ko.
Gladys told me na he saw ervien's name sa net na pumasa daw sa nursing.
I just can't believed how I feel. I am so happy na kulang na lang magtatatalon ako sa tuwa!
He did it! I am reading today the result. huhuhuhuhuhuhu~~~ang saya ko poooo.
More life ahead~
We aret here for you.
Roll of Successful Examinees in the
NURSE LICENSURE EXAMINATION
Held on JUNE 1 & 2, 2008 Page:348 of 557Released on JULY 23, 2008
17321 MENDOZA, ERVIEN ARANA