Jun 1, 2008

I have hurt my friend Nancy for posting here words that made her feel like she's the dirtiest woman on earth. I feel like a perfect snitch doing such when in fact I'm a great sinner too. Sometimes I can not control my emotions. I do speak words without even thinking of hurting someone. In Nancy's case, I do have intentions of hurting her. . .in which I did! I teared her and broke her heart. I was so angry that I did not cared of how she's feelin'. All I'm thinking was my self. I feel betrayed as well only realizing at the end that it was my fault. I could have reach out more and extend her my understanding especially in a moment when she needed it the most.
I never thought of having her back in my life but it caused me sleepless nights. I feel guilty having a grudge inside me. I reached out and after days of extending to her with the help of my Bestfren (our moderator), she opened her door once more.
My heart rate has gradually subsided but I have a throbbing headache realizing she was alone in Cebu.
After chatting to her just now, I tried opening my eyes and blink several times,wondering if I'm dreaming. It's true. I feel better now that Nancy had forgiven my bad words.
I was humbled by the situation we are in. It is hard pala to hurt someone and to live a life having a bad feelings lalo na if she's a friend or a family to you.
I am sorry Nance for making you miserable. And thank you for still treating me a bestfriend after all.

10 comments:

iceyelo said...

We speak freely of our friends. sometimes, when we are really close, it's just so hard to notice the boundry. friends get hurt, yet still, real friends understand. thing will be okay.

just passed by. :)

wITChy Boop said...

Wow, Namiss kita Icey! I'm glad you have passed by... you are one of the best blogger I have known. Geek!

olan said...

things happen for reason. even bad things happen to great friends to test the strength of your friendship. cliche but true - "this too shall pass"... cheer up witchy! muah!

wITChy Boop said...

Olan~ Ayy... tenk u! Ambait mo pala. I am smiling now parekoy.

lira said...

Friends will always be friends after all, Mare. Oks na sad nga oki na mo duha kay bug-at jud sad na sa dughan nga naa kay nasakitan.

lira said...

mare, naa na sd ko tag nmo diri..napuno na ka og tagay..hubog na tingali ka ani

http://lirastafford.com/2008/05/technorati-tagged-updated.html

havenlei said...

Nbasa nya ba ung post mo about her? Ang sakit nun.. Be there for her na lang.. Mas kailangan nya kasi ung makakaintindi or shall I say ung hindi huhusga. Kaya mo lang nmn nsabi un dhil against ka tlga s ngawa nya. Kahit cno naman e.Pro be there p rin. Mas kailangan k nya pra mgabayan xa.I'm sure nkatikim n rin xa ng salita sa ibang tao.It doesn't mean nmn na knukunsinte mo xa. Bsta nsabihan mo na xa..ngawa mo na ung part mo bilang friend nya. At least di ka ngkulang. Pick her up na..sakit ang idrop..HUhuhu!!

wITChy Boop said...

Thanks haven~~~ tama ka talaga... natauhan ako sa comment ni lex na "am a big sinner too". Tama naman diba? Sino ba ang perfect to cast her some stones. I realized my mistakes Lae. Thank s for always there haa?
I'm so touchedd... ~hugs~

Anonymous said...

ka senti ba sad kaau dinhi oi...what is done is done frnd..let us just drop it coz i don't think we both need it, ok...i love you and for me you and evs are still my old good friends and you will remain that way forever...

wITChy Boop said...

Muwahhhh Nanciang... Muwahhh, muwahhh, muwahhh!!!